2nd June 2018
Halfway through the year...
I had a day to myself yesterday in Cambridge and I felt truly at peace with myself. This morning I woke up feeling awful and have had a self-confessed pity party, not getting up until lunchtime. I feel unsure whether I did too much yesterday or whether I really am being hit with an MS induced haze after not being hit by this kind of malaise for a long time and it is a kind of aftershock to the diagnosis of the precancerous cyst and the radical treatment I am being offered. One of my oldest friends phoned me up offering support and I wobbled. Heartfelt gratitude but I turned into a wobbly mess.
And I have more dates to add to the diary. My consultant’s assistant passed on my desire to not see my lovely consultant on my birthday so I see her the week after... I may be turning forty-something but I still have a kid’s love of birthdays! A biopsy and a consult with the plastic surgeon this week... Meantime I am invigilating as much as possible to keep myself busy.
The fire pit is on tonight (a much used Christmas present ;) )and we have some nachos to have with it - as my daughter’s choice, I have taught her well!
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| I think this one is like a thistle (eringeum?) but it hasnt flowered yet... |
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| Bicoloured roses... |
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| Something I planted last year? |
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| Strawberries! |
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| This clematis just gets better! |
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